Saturday, April 25, 2020

I Have Not Felt Like Interacting Online

I haven't posted in a while.
I haven't posted on Instagram much lately either.

I had a rough week or two.
This other weird thing happened. I didn't like many coordinates I saw posted by others. Nothing was inspiring me. Maybe it was just because I was in a funk.


Or maybe I'm looking for something very specific in the fashion now?
Is it authenticity? I don't know how to describe it. A certain coordinate, gives me a certain feeling.
I'm not sure I ever get that feel about my own coordinates, even.

A photo of my reflection. I am facing away from the mirror so that you can see a bow on the back of my head. I am wearing Marie Rose dress by Innocent World
A very simple coordinate I wore last week. 

What else. I have a package with Japonica. I'm a fool and asked them to buy one more thing for me. Restrictions on shipping inclines me to expect they wont be able to ship it. T_T Maybe people will think I should not be complaining because there are people dying. I'm not especially complaining, more like lamenting over my choices. We each in life experience our own troubles.


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Hopefully, I can start to wear lolita fashion a bit more again. I want to wear it tomorrow, but we are supposed to go for a walk in the afternoon. Ideally, I would wear lolita on the walk. This is exactly my perfect vision of the fashion. Myself in the forest or a field. Footwear presents a problem, of course. I want to be okay with ruining my clothes.

I did a flat lay of a coordinate idea last night. At least "the gears are turning".


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Also, unrelated but I have been exercising and stretching every day and I'm way more bendy than I used to be! (which was actually already quite bendy) I can place my palms firmly on the ground in a forward fold. My feet are able to lay flat on the ground in a downward dog pose. 



2 comments:

  1. We are all entitled to our worries, do not feel guilty after having them :(
    About the shipping, maybe they can send it through surface mail? I've managed to get some things shipped through it the last days, as it was the only method available from Japan.

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    1. Thanks for your comment! The shopping service is still waiting on the item so I won't know what my options are until then. I think even shipping within Japan is limited right now. Hopefully, at least surface mail will still be available.

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